I’ve figured out why this is so hard. Because not only am I no longer with the person I loved and trusted and also considered a best friend… not only is that friendship also completely ruined… but everything I wanted and dreamed for the future is completely gone. Now all I see is static when I think about the future. What am I going to do?
My brother just told me in no uncertain terms that I’d make more money as a pole dancer than I will with my music or art degrees. I…cant argue with him. o.o
When I get home from England, I’m going to forget how America works. I’m going to ask for things like salad on my sandwiches and chips on the side. And someone is going to give me a bag of chips. And I will look at them and say, “You’re WRONG.” And then I’ll remember I’m in America and feel silly.
But I guess that’s what you get when you try to throw the towel in for the day at 11. Lol I need to figure out how to make getting out of bed worth it right now because this is dumb.